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Shame in being different.
The other day I wrote about how I know that I need to do things my own way. Today it hit me that I actually have a lot of shame in that. I harbor a lot of shame about being “different” and so that is in direct opposition to the core of my purpose which…
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How do we choose?
I want to share a few things that I know about myself. And a few things that I felt I had to be which really don’t suit me. That’s why I came in here. But I want to start off by saying that there are so many times when I want to just sit down…
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Every day doesn’t have to sound a certain way.
I feel tired of having to be this person that others think I am. There’s something that seems to have been learned in me that says – don’t call anyone unless you are in a good mood. And if they call you, make sure you sound happy so you can make them happy. Oh it…
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Someone cares about my human experience
I received a letter this evening. From a supporter of my choreography. I would consider him a friend now in a way. He has been so supportive from the moment he entered into my artistic world and the support seems to be unending. He is my pen pal I think. I would say so yes.…
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Challenge – a blessing in disguise
What have been the greatest challenges in your personal and emotional life? What has challenged you most financially? – A Year to Get Rich with Purpose Day 261 (Daily OM) LOL okay I have to just call myself out here. Because I come on here all excited to write and then the FIRST thing I…
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Pulling the hair out of my mouth
Come out: emerge, become known. Coming out to myself seems to be the thing – the thing I keep doing over and over and over again. As I continue to peel back the layers of what I seem to be wearing on top of the truth. I had a dream last night that I was…
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I don’t know what to call it I just want to write it.
I was wondering today – if I say I wonder instead of I think – then does it make it easier for me to put things out into the world? Do you ever feel afraid to just say what you think? Question yourself like – well who am I to think that? How do…
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A woman’s worth… a human’s worth.
I listen to this song by Sabrina Claudio – it’s called As Long as Your Asleep… She says – as long as your asleep, she’s not getting what you gave to me. And it’s interesting to me – I love this song so much. I really feel it on a level that seems like…
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Stop Stopping.
So just stop stopping. I put up the paper again today after months of not having it up. I’m not sure why I do that to myself. I went into the studio today even though with the way I felt – previously I would have just decided not to go. It made everything…
