Tag: personal

  • Liberation

    What happens when I just want to break the seal? Rip the lid off the secrets? Reveal the secrets of my heart and my life that have been eating away at me. I feel pressure. I want to feel liberated. I want to liberate my truth. No one has asked or invited, but I feel…

  • What I didn’t hear

    My ears are bothering me. There is a conflict within my body. It feels like a healing. The symptoms are showing up because I am healing now. Healing from what I didn’t hear. Healing from what I did not hear. And healing from not having the chance to be heard. It really hurts. To not…

  • My needs

    I have been mulling this over for a while now. Over time I have been coming to a realization that I neglect, minimize, rush through or completely ignore my needs. Now that I am able to see this, I am also having feelings about it. Sadness is one and anger another. Loss and grief as…

  • Forcing

    And yes I will commit to things to the best of my ability. Especially as it relates to values that I commit to. love creativity patience gratitude Very very present currently for me. Orienting towards these. But no, I will not force myself anymore. There is a fine line between discipline and force, between ambition…

  • Expansion… and grief.

    I am working on an article about Pluto in Capricorn, which I am really excited about. But I realize it might take me some time so I decided to share a bit today anyway, to keep my daily commitment to showing up and writing or speaking or updating my website. This week has been ……

  • I don’t know…grief

    I don’t know what to write today, but I came here to write. So I will. I try to write an article once a week but the excitement for that hasn’t come yet this week. I thought it would today because today is Wednesday and the last couple of articles I wrote were written on…

  • Is it blissful?

    Sometimes things are just not clear. I ache when I think about times in life when I felt I had to make a decision before I was ready. Equally, times when I chose to do something before the other was ready, before the situation was ready. Now, I have a tool. I learned this tool…

  • What if

    But what if something does happen and I didn’t have the time to figure it out? What if I am not able to do what I am supposed to do? What if I didn’t tell everyone I love them that I love them and then they go? What if they don’t know how much I…

  • Whispers from little B

    Awh little B, you are so sweet. This year, this holiday season, I am filled with mixed emotions. I am acknowledging how it feels time to truly give myself time to sit within the feelings, the pain, the confusion, now. This morning on my walk I was sifting through some of the incessant thoughts. These…

  • Not everything is as it seems …

    And that’s okay. It doesn’t always feel okay. In fact it only feels okay right now haha! It’s taken a long time to get here actually, to the point where I can allow myself to be in my process, in real time, without feeling like I can only present it or exchange with it outside…