And yes I will commit to things to the best of my ability. Especially as it relates to values that I commit to.

love

creativity

patience

gratitude

Very very present currently for me. Orienting towards these.

But no, I will not force myself anymore. There is a fine line between discipline and force, between ambition and greed, between asceticism and egotism. Isolation and retreat.

I am aware of this. And no I won’t force it either.