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Parables of B – change
What is your relationship to change? This now… this is something that I feel like I could write about forever and also could write about with one word really. Contant. Commitment. Acceptance. Acknowledgement. Surrender. Release judgements. Guarantee. Change is a guarantee. Stagnant living is fear. I feel like this is a huge question. This is…
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To the beach
Some days I wake up and I have a lot on my mind- I wonder about what happened during my sleep. I can’t remember my dreams usually but I feel like my body remembers. So then my mental activity is quite … high. And today was one of those days. I woke up and felt…
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Cast it into the fire
This is a thing that I could do all the time (writing). I am in the process of looking for jobs. I’m not looking too hard yet but I’ve decided that I want to. I want to work for someone else who can teach me things. I want to be in an environment where I…
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Holding on to change.
Recently I’ve been taking in information from different places about change. Change is a constant in our life. Things cannot stay as they are, even if we hold on to them to try to get them to. It’s a funny thing really. Change. And to be honest I feel that I spend a lot of…
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Pulling the hair out of my mouth
Come out: emerge, become known. Coming out to myself seems to be the thing – the thing I keep doing over and over and over again. As I continue to peel back the layers of what I seem to be wearing on top of the truth. I had a dream last night that I was…
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I don’t know what to call it I just want to write it.
I was wondering today – if I say I wonder instead of I think – then does it make it easier for me to put things out into the world? Do you ever feel afraid to just say what you think? Question yourself like – well who am I to think that? How do…
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A woman’s worth… a human’s worth.
I listen to this song by Sabrina Claudio – it’s called As Long as Your Asleep… She says – as long as your asleep, she’s not getting what you gave to me. And it’s interesting to me – I love this song so much. I really feel it on a level that seems like…
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I am enough.
Okay honestly I think I’m about to spew what feels like decades of words on to this page. It’s really wild that it has only hit me lastnight/this morning how much information there is out there. That we are basically born into an information overload. Billions of temptations of things to learn, to experience, to…
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Stories I am letting go of
Life is meant to be free – it really really is. It’s wild to think about and that’s because its so unknown. What is freedom? What is a free spirit? We all are. That is what we were born to be, but how do we actually live that reality? By simply not knowing and…
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The longest winters
“When we reduce great things to such dismissive categories, we rob them of their selfhood and deprive them of their voice.” – Parker Palmer I cracked open today. I can’t believe I have been refusing to crack open for so long. I really cracked. How can I continue to reduce my greatness to pretending that…
