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Layers
There are so many layers to being here. Here in this life, here on this planet, here in this body. I love words so much and yet sometimes they fail me. Sometimes they aren’t good enough. And at times they really feel like… I don’t have the depth to comprehend them. So do I really…
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Sometimes
Sometimes I feel like you all failed. Sometimes I feel like I was deceived. Sometimes I feel like you lied. Sometimes I want to hate you. Sometimes I want to cry. Sometimes I do. Sometimes I can’t believe how we got here. Sometimes I am reminded of how I could see it so clearly. Sometimes…
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Self- doubt
Okay I have this idea that I will write posts about all the ‘self’ words that are a part of my journey or that I love and I’ll have a series on here called Self- . So we shall see how that goes. I am in the depths of contemplating doubt and how it shows…
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I accept
LOL. I want to write this … in my head. But when I sit with myself I’m like yes I’ll accept this, that and the other in 10 years !!! Then I’ll write about acceptance. No honestly that isn’t actually true. I have these wild moments, where I feel I can accept the truth of…
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On the wings
I still see you bouncing up and down on the wings of the plane. They always seat me at or near the wing. I can always see it. I appreciate that. It makes me feel as though that connection is still there for me. It’s wild that we haven’t spoken at all really in the…
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God, where have I been?
Well this is the thing – I have been in a rocky relationship with God for a long time. Since birth I was raised to believe that God was a certain way and represented a certain thing and liked things to be a certain way. So you had to be a certain way as a…
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Someone cares about my human experience
I received a letter this evening. From a supporter of my choreography. I would consider him a friend now in a way. He has been so supportive from the moment he entered into my artistic world and the support seems to be unending. He is my pen pal I think. I would say so yes.…
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Feelings I love
The other day as I was meditating, a memory flashed into my mind about a January day in 2017. I was on my way back to Ireland after a 5 week stay at home for the holidays. I had just finished my Masters and was celebrating that accomplishment. I was also in love. Deeply in…
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I don’t know what to call it I just want to write it.
I was wondering today – if I say I wonder instead of I think – then does it make it easier for me to put things out into the world? Do you ever feel afraid to just say what you think? Question yourself like – well who am I to think that? How do…
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Invoking Joy
In the spirit of continuing to be in community whilst we must distance ourselves, I want to make sure that you all know how much we all deserve joy. I’ve asked the Universe, as always, to support me in this effort and I do believe that we are all deserving of joy. Joy is your…
