Category: Grief

  • Expansion… and grief.

    I am working on an article about Pluto in Capricorn, which I am really excited about. But I realize it might take me some time so I decided to share a bit today anyway, to keep my daily commitment to showing up and writing or speaking or updating my website. This week has been ……

  • I don’t know…grief

    I don’t know what to write today, but I came here to write. So I will. I try to write an article once a week but the excitement for that hasn’t come yet this week. I thought it would today because today is Wednesday and the last couple of articles I wrote were written on…

  • Grief – 3

    Ohhhhh boy am I angry. Raging actually. And you know what? It’s not about the death. It’s not about you dying. Its about everything else and everyone else. It’s about others consistently making choices that restrict my life or affect my life and then I have to live out the aftermath of it. I am…

  • Grief – 2

    Today it feels like ‘what if?’ In the darkness I cry. Sometimes at night, sometimes early morning before the sun rises. I realize I am terrified. What if something happens? What if she dies? What if they don’t tell me? What if they shame me for not calling? What if they guilt me? What if…