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Mercury in Retrograde
An article about Mercury Retrograde and a personal perspective on Mercury retrograde in Capricorn (Dec-Feb 2023). So I intended to write this last week. Started it and everything and even now I am procrastinating on it! It makes me laugh because it is big Mercury retrograde energy for me. I want to share a bit…
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Grief
Ouch. Ouuu. Owww. Ohhh. It hurts in a way that feels physical. I cry so hard I feel like I might break. But at the same time it feels like my crying muscles are elastic. Inexhaustible. So if I start, I might just cry forever. I am grieving the living as much as the dead.…
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Is it blissful?
Sometimes things are just not clear. I ache when I think about times in life when I felt I had to make a decision before I was ready. Equally, times when I chose to do something before the other was ready, before the situation was ready. Now, I have a tool. I learned this tool…
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What if
But what if something does happen and I didn’t have the time to figure it out? What if I am not able to do what I am supposed to do? What if I didn’t tell everyone I love them that I love them and then they go? What if they don’t know how much I…
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Love and desire
Well I remember being told that if you love someone you do things for them and with them even if you don’t want to. Because it doesn’t take much to make their day. And how much can it really hurt you to do that for them? So … love is doing things you don’t want…
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On the one hand
Awh man I really do feel the pressure of words sometimes. And you know what else ? Proof. Proving things. And the paradox of life. On the one hand I am an investigator. On the other hand I have nothing to prove. On the one hand I am an inquirer. On the other hand I…
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Why do I feel so much pressure?
An article about Capricorn season and its connection to a pressurized energy center in our bodies. Maybe some evidence to support you if you are feeling this pressure… to have it all figured out? to know your purpose in life? to have a New Year’s resolution? to stick to something? to hurry up and get…
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Past Me
Past me was worried about money, so she took things on to ensure that it would come. That she could make it. Present me is tired. And has to live through past me’s decisions. Past me thought this would solve the problem. Present me knows the problem isn’t money, it is feeling lack. Or lack…
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Internal torture
Sometimes I feel an internal agitation, chaos and torture inside. I am reminded now of my work with entropy. I was talking about it. In 2022. Sometimes I just feel really uncomfortable. I have a desire to expand my capacity to sit with discomfort. And to be uncomfortable. In these times, it feels like there…
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When I do this
When I do this, it is for me. I love that about this. It is for me. I can rest in it. Inadvertently it might be for others. We are all connected. But when I do this, it is for me. Thank you.
