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Pulling the hair out of my mouth
Come out: emerge, become known. Coming out to myself seems to be the thing – the thing I keep doing over and over and over again. As I continue to peel back the layers of what I seem to be wearing on top of the truth. I had a dream last night that I was…
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I don’t know what to call it I just want to write it.
I was wondering today – if I say I wonder instead of I think – then does it make it easier for me to put things out into the world? Do you ever feel afraid to just say what you think? Question yourself like – well who am I to think that? How do…
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I am love.
With everything that is going on in the world, I feel compelled to use my privilege and good fortune to share. I want to contribute and I asked the Universe to help support me in this. I hope that it can offer something to whoever finds it. Thank you for being here. I love you.…
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A woman’s worth… a human’s worth.
I listen to this song by Sabrina Claudio – it’s called As Long as Your Asleep… She says – as long as your asleep, she’s not getting what you gave to me. And it’s interesting to me – I love this song so much. I really feel it on a level that seems like…
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Like love.
I sometimes feel uncomfortable when I have to grow. Sometimes I don’t but I think actually I still do but in that moment I’m okay with it. There is a difference between being uncomfortable and feeling uncomfortable I think. Feeling uncomfortable seems to come with some sort of realization – or even some judgement. …
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Stop Stopping.
So just stop stopping. I put up the paper again today after months of not having it up. I’m not sure why I do that to myself. I went into the studio today even though with the way I felt – previously I would have just decided not to go. It made everything…
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Float float float
Float float floating finger tips upon the keys it’s honestly one of my favorite things to do with my time. Some days I just want to allow myself to be sucked into the world of the internet. It’s like this energy that is the illusion of what we all have as human beings. An interconnectedness…
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I am enough.
Okay honestly I think I’m about to spew what feels like decades of words on to this page. It’s really wild that it has only hit me lastnight/this morning how much information there is out there. That we are basically born into an information overload. Billions of temptations of things to learn, to experience, to…
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Learning vs transforming
I went for a walk today and it took me a lot of time to convince myself to get out there. But once I did it was like someone let the lid off a steaming pot of word stew because I went OFF. Couldn’t stop talking to my pals in the universe. I knew I…
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Truth vs reality
Today the first words I spoke were “thank you”. Then I began to notice that the next four or five times I opened my mouth to speak it was to say thank you or “you’re welcome”. I walked up to yoga training in absolute reverence for the beauty of those interactions. How lucky am I…
