Tag: solitude

  • Why I write (part 1 of many perhaps…)

    Why I write (part 1 of many perhaps…)

    I don’t normally do this… actually I’ve never done this. But what I wrote this morning in my journal is something I would like to share for the first time. (Ever. ever ever. Dun dun dun.) Stopped writing or a few days and a storm started brewing inside. My meditation this morning was about trusting…

  • These days

    See that up there ^^? She would never admit it, but she was petrified of looking the way she was feeling at the time… like sh*t. April 2014… I had just started dancing again after 13.5 months off. I ruptured my achilles… got operated on… and began the long long long road to recovery. Well…

  • Untitled post 1622

    I envy people who can express themselves from the inside out. Dancers who make you feel something. Painters who make you feel something. Singers who tug at your heart strings. Writers who can draw you in to a world that takes you somewhere. I had a thought a few years ago – ‘my mind is…

  • Trust Yourself, Love Yourself. You can do it

    Trust Yourself, Love Yourself. You can do it

    Every time you flex your trust muscle, it strengthens. I read this article recently and I just need to express my thoughts. That’s what I’m here for anyway right? When I was a little girl, I was convinced I had two hearts. My life was SO full of love that I was just convinced I had…

  • Sometimes I can feel you…

    Sometimes I can feel you…

    I want to comment on the transformative power of relationships and human experiences. This feels important. I have regular calls with my spiritual mentor. She records them for me and then I am able to listen to them over and over again whenever I want. I have been listening to the most recent one very…

  • The Universe Sends You Signs…

    The Universe Sends You Signs…

    Can you read them? Yesterday morning I woke up and decided I was going to go on a holiday alone. To Portugal. To the beach and the water- where I belong. This morning I woke up to this article about traveling in my inbox. What are the chances eh? Completely confirms my choice to book…

  • With good intentions

    With good intentions

    Well they say you can’t have your cake and eat it too. You might look at it longingly, fully intending to not eat too much of it, but eat too much of it anyway and maybeeeee get a belly ache. This happened to me recently. And the belly ache was SO big it nearly cost me…

  • Writing when I feel bad.

    Writing when I feel bad.

    Today feels really hard. Yesterday felt extremely hard. My parents sold my family home yesterday. I feel like the roots I had in this Earth have been uplifted without any closure. I’m not there, so what can I do? It feels surprisingly (yet also familiarly) lonely. I know I’m here, in Ireland, with a great…

  • I miss this…

    Well here I am again! I love writing but I still feel like I haven’t figured this out. Blogging turns me off every once in a while, every time I’m too afraid of what I have to say. But since I’ve gotten home, and particularly since this trip, I have been becoming.         …

  • I’ve been cooking up a storm!

    OH mannnnnnnn have I been cooking up a storm. Since #whatididforlove is over with now, I’ve been spending a lot of time hanging around the house just doing things for myself. Feeling guilty about it of course but in between pangs of guilt I’m enjoying it thoroughly lol. That is sooo lame lol sometimes I…