Tag: remember

  • Parables of B – Recurring Dreams

    I’m feeling overwhelmed today. It was such a high this morning and now I feel like I’m on such a low. Too much. Too much too much, too too much. So I turned to the screen in a different way – turning to the screen in an internal way – this is the only form…

  • God, where have I been?

    Well this is the thing – I have been in a rocky relationship with God for a long time. Since birth I was raised to believe that God was a certain way and represented a certain thing and liked things to be a certain way. So you had to be a certain way as a…

  • Pulling the hair out of my mouth

    Come out: emerge, become known. Coming out to myself seems to be the thing – the thing I keep doing over and over and over again. As I continue to peel back the layers of what I seem to be wearing on top of the truth. I had a dream last night that I was…

  • Stories I am letting go of

    Life is meant to be free – it really really is. It’s wild to think about and that’s because its so unknown. What is freedom? What is a free spirit?   We all are. That is what we were born to be, but how do we actually live that reality? By simply not knowing and…

  • A savage and a sweetheart

    She is an old soul with a new style,who wears black and speaks her mind. So powerful, she leaves her prints on everyone she touches because she is both: A Savage and a Sweetheart. – S. Menutt I resonate deeply with this quote. Sometimes I feel more like a savage in my inner life and a sweetheart…

  • Why I write (part 1 of many perhaps…)

    Why I write (part 1 of many perhaps…)

    I don’t normally do this… actually I’ve never done this. But what I wrote this morning in my journal is something I would like to share for the first time. (Ever. ever ever. Dun dun dun.) Stopped writing or a few days and a storm started brewing inside. My meditation this morning was about trusting…

  • Make art even if no one is watching.

    Make art even if no one is watching.

    Make art especially if no one is watching. How about that? I recently heard someone say – we learn best through stories. Why is it that we hold ourselves back until we find something that makes us feel validated? Do things for the sake of doing them. I recently experienced a deep-seated sadness and fear, I didn’t…

  • One Hundred and Eighty.

    One hundred and eighty. 180. That’s the number of degrees it takes to shut my bathroom door. My new bathroom door that is – in my new home. 2016 man… what crazy year. My parents sold the house this year so my family home now belongs to someone else. I hope they are enjoying it.…

  • The little things… and the big things.

    You know what I’ve realized lately … Little b was really smart. It only took me feeling like things had been turned on their side (^^) to go back to my roots and realize that the things that guided me when I was young will be my greatest allies no matter how old I get.…

  • These days

    See that up there ^^? She would never admit it, but she was petrified of looking the way she was feeling at the time… like sh*t. April 2014… I had just started dancing again after 13.5 months off. I ruptured my achilles… got operated on… and began the long long long road to recovery. Well…