Tag: life

  • Holding on to change.

    Recently I’ve been taking in information from different places about change. Change is a constant in our life. Things cannot stay as they are, even if we hold on to them to try to get them to. It’s a funny thing really. Change. And to be honest I feel that I spend a lot of…

  • This is the middle.

    It’s so funny but also not funny how this is the first thing to go. This is the first thing to go when something changes in my life now. I remember I used to rely on writing so much. It was my daily life blood. When I was about 14 years old – maybe 13…

  • Every day doesn’t have to sound a certain way.

    I feel tired of having to be this person that others think I am. There’s something that seems to have been learned in me that says – don’t call anyone unless you are in a good mood. And if they call you, make sure you sound happy so you can make them happy. Oh it…

  • Someone cares about my human experience

    I received a letter this evening. From a supporter of my choreography. I would consider him a friend now in a way. He has been so supportive from the moment he entered into my artistic world and the support seems to be unending. He is my pen pal I think. I would say so yes.…

  • Challenge – a blessing in disguise

    What have been the greatest challenges in your personal and emotional life? What has challenged you most financially? – A Year to Get Rich with Purpose Day 261 (Daily OM) LOL okay I have to just call myself out here. Because I come on here all excited to write and then the FIRST thing I…

  • A woman’s worth… a human’s worth.

    I listen to this song by Sabrina Claudio – it’s called As Long as Your Asleep…   She says – as long as your asleep, she’s not getting what you gave to me. And it’s interesting to me – I love this song so much. I really feel it on a level that seems like…

  • Stop Stopping.

    So just stop stopping.   I put up the paper again today after months of not having it up. I’m not sure why I do that to myself.   I went into the studio today even though with the way I felt – previously I would have just decided not to go. It made everything…

  • Do you have the time…

    Do you have the time to stop and wonder? -Sarah Baker I’m wondering about wondering now… meta-wondering. I am reading through a new magazine these days, it’s called Bella Grace magazine. My mom bought it for me and I think maybe she’s on to something. These people seem to be like me. Sarah Baker asked…

  • #SundayStories – Wishing I never left, pretending I didn’t…

    Before Christmas I left Ireland and I had really run out of reasons to be there … legally. But in my heart and soul I had a million reasons to stay and a million reasons why I felt like I belonged. Belonging. It’s such a crazy concept. What does it mean to belong? Because there…

  • Make art even if no one is watching.

    Make art even if no one is watching.

    Make art especially if no one is watching. How about that? I recently heard someone say – we learn best through stories. Why is it that we hold ourselves back until we find something that makes us feel validated? Do things for the sake of doing them. I recently experienced a deep-seated sadness and fear, I didn’t…