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Hrvatska
blah blah blah I really am struggling with feeling like I have a community. Social media exhausts me and I am not sure what to do about it. I find it such a waste of time yet somehow have this belief that without it I can’t be successful because no one will find me. How…
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I allow
This is hard for me because I am realizing how much energy I spend on not allowing what is already happening. So I am deepening my dedication to my yoga practice in a 300 hour training this year. It started in September and will run until August. One of the things my teacher is sharing…
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Parables of B – Invitations
What am I being invited to release in order to do this? Expectations. Releasing expectations is so real for me and it’s funny because I am supporting a dear friend of mine through her process of Yoga Teacher Training and this is what we discuss. We all reflect back to each other the things we…
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Parables of B – Homecoming
How can I fully embrace this homecoming? I am tired today. Very tired. Yesterday was a huge day and took a lot out of me. I realized that setting intentions and seeing them and accepting them as delivered… as real and as true… it’s hard for me and it takes a lot out of me…
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Parables of B – change
What is your relationship to change? This now… this is something that I feel like I could write about forever and also could write about with one word really. Contant. Commitment. Acceptance. Acknowledgement. Surrender. Release judgements. Guarantee. Change is a guarantee. Stagnant living is fear. I feel like this is a huge question. This is…
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To the beach
Some days I wake up and I have a lot on my mind- I wonder about what happened during my sleep. I can’t remember my dreams usually but I feel like my body remembers. So then my mental activity is quite … high. And today was one of those days. I woke up and felt…
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God, where have I been?
Well this is the thing – I have been in a rocky relationship with God for a long time. Since birth I was raised to believe that God was a certain way and represented a certain thing and liked things to be a certain way. So you had to be a certain way as a…
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I realized
So she worries. This is the phrase that I was given. I have to say that I just feel like I want to be here sitting in this position with my hands on the keyboard and that is why I am here. I am not sure what is coming out yet but I am sure…
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Cast it into the fire
This is a thing that I could do all the time (writing). I am in the process of looking for jobs. I’m not looking too hard yet but I’ve decided that I want to. I want to work for someone else who can teach me things. I want to be in an environment where I…
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Pulling the hair out of my mouth
Come out: emerge, become known. Coming out to myself seems to be the thing – the thing I keep doing over and over and over again. As I continue to peel back the layers of what I seem to be wearing on top of the truth. I had a dream last night that I was…
