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#SundayStories This post had a name earlier… OH! Start as you mean to go on
And just FKING goooooo. You know? Just go. Go on – keep going. Today, December 31st, feels like the start of the new year for me. I think it always has felt like that but I have not really acknowledged it until this year. But this morning I woke up and I decided not to…
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In the meantime
Sliding. Legs open, rustling, the sound of hands on paper- what’s that noise? Clear glass enveloping minimal sounds and closing out the actual volume of outside activity. Rough. At times. Silence at times. Is anything ever silent or do we just become numb to things? Isn’t there just … a constant humming… a bit of…
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Sometimes I get frustrated
I feel sorry. I feel sorry and I feel that I need to apologize. So I am sorry. I am sorry. Sorry that I feel like I have figured things out and have allowed myself to compare myself to others because of the way I think and feel. Sorry that I compare my present self…
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Todays and tomorrows …
Does anyone else feel scared to be here? It scares me so much sometimes to be here on this planet because it feels like there’s something to make sense of that is so great and in the meantime, the time that passes without me figuring it out, I am torturing myself. I feel like I’m…
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Look how you feel…?
Sometimes I take photos of myself … well I know we all take photos of ourselves lol but sometimes I take photos of myself and I am actually surprised at what they look like. Sometimes its a welcome surprise and other times its not. But all the time I am me … right? What does…
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Candlelight and showers
It has been raining on and off all day. Since I woke at 830 am. In between showers though is the most beautiful sunshine coming through the clouds. This place – Limerick, Ireland – is magical and mysterious. I’ve been writing so much lately that it is starting to heal me. It’s starting to give…
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Take a moment…
How long is a moment? You know…? How long is a moment? A moment in time is only called a moment because it is significant. Otherwise it is called a second, a minute, an hour… a period of time. But a moment is more than a period of time. A moment requires a recognition. I…
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Visiting. Coming. Going. Staying. Leaving.
I flossed my teeth this morning. It was very painful and my gums were bleeding quite a bit. A while back, I made a really good habit of flossing daily. It was something I did for myself and it really made a difference to my daily life believe it or not. Somewhere along the line…
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Why I write (part 1 of many perhaps…)
I don’t normally do this… actually I’ve never done this. But what I wrote this morning in my journal is something I would like to share for the first time. (Ever. ever ever. Dun dun dun.) Stopped writing or a few days and a storm started brewing inside. My meditation this morning was about trusting…
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Setting my desires free
This picture is of a painting that is transformative. Behind it are all of my desires for the next few months. I used to think that by writing them down and looking at them, by being reminded of them I could make them come true for myself. Then after receiving some responses back – a…
