Tag: lifestyle

  • Parables of B – change

    What is your relationship to change? This now… this is something that I feel like I could write about forever and also could write about with one word really. Contant. Commitment. Acceptance. Acknowledgement. Surrender. Release judgements. Guarantee. Change is a guarantee. Stagnant living is fear. I feel like this is a huge question. This is…

  • Every day.

    Every day I want to write now. I have gotten into this lovely habit of writing first thing in the morning. Though I try to fight it, it feels good. I feel like there is a part of me that’s like – how are you giving priority to your mind over your body? The body…

  • This is the middle.

    It’s so funny but also not funny how this is the first thing to go. This is the first thing to go when something changes in my life now. I remember I used to rely on writing so much. It was my daily life blood. When I was about 14 years old – maybe 13…

  • Shame in being different.

    The other day I wrote about how I know that I need to do things my own way. Today it hit me that I actually have a lot of shame in that. I harbor a lot of shame about being “different” and so that is in direct opposition to the core of my purpose which…

  • I am enough.

    Okay honestly I think I’m about to spew what feels like decades of words on to this page. It’s really wild that it has only hit me lastnight/this morning how much information there is out there. That we are basically born into an information overload. Billions of temptations of things to learn, to experience, to…

  • #SundayStories – Wishing I never left, pretending I didn’t…

    Before Christmas I left Ireland and I had really run out of reasons to be there … legally. But in my heart and soul I had a million reasons to stay and a million reasons why I felt like I belonged. Belonging. It’s such a crazy concept. What does it mean to belong? Because there…

  • Dancing in the rain

    Dancing in the rain

    I danced in the rain today. Literally. But there’s something about that phrase – isn’t there a quote that goes something like … learn to dance in the rain? Something like that. Anyway – it’s such a funny process to go through – surrendering. I experienced it today in such a physical way that it…

  • One Hundred and Eighty.

    One hundred and eighty. 180. That’s the number of degrees it takes to shut my bathroom door. My new bathroom door that is – in my new home. 2016 man… what crazy year. My parents sold the house this year so my family home now belongs to someone else. I hope they are enjoying it.…

  • The little things… and the big things.

    You know what I’ve realized lately … Little b was really smart. It only took me feeling like things had been turned on their side (^^) to go back to my roots and realize that the things that guided me when I was young will be my greatest allies no matter how old I get.…

  • These days

    See that up there ^^? She would never admit it, but she was petrified of looking the way she was feeling at the time… like sh*t. April 2014… I had just started dancing again after 13.5 months off. I ruptured my achilles… got operated on… and began the long long long road to recovery. Well…